Pieces without a Puzzle

2022-06-18 - "Did you know Jacquell's brother did modeling?" An individual I know has occasionally mentioned something during a conversation that seemed slightly out of place to me. What is mentioned - for the instances I'm aware of - was perceived by me as the same tone and significance of the existing conversation. Each time I remember feeling briefly confused and wanted to ask about it but the confusion and uncertainty meant I essentially froze up for a few seconds. For an unknown reason on 2022-06-18 I began recalling those instances and something I can't explain. They appear to be something like while I was confused there was information being shared through awareness. On other occasions when I tried asking related questions I didn't receive answers. Later that day I heard what sounded like "he wouldn't give up.": For this instance what was mentioned had to do with Jacquell's brother modeling. I was asked "Did you know Jacquell'

2022-06-18 - "Jacquell [will or should] be here in 15 minutes". I was at Hibearnation at the Holiday Inn St. Louis for approximately 20 minutes (may have been up to 30 minutes) on Sunday, October 3rd in 2019. I accompanied someone there. I felt uncomfortable shortly after entering the building and walking to the ballroom. While sitting down at a ballroom table I began feeling something like the start of a panic or anxiety attack. As that began I started getting the impression that gentleman walking past and from across the room were aware of who I was sitting beside: Not like they knew or had met him though. The best description of the stares I have is odd and strangely neutral. It also seemed like it was a couple or pair of individuals staring "together". None of those (my own) impressions made sense to me. The person I was sitting beside mentioned it was ok if I didn't want to stay and that "Jacquell [will or should] be here in 15 minutes". I was rel